Thoughts from a Conundrum

an enigma wrapped in a riddle dressed in a conundrum

Thursday, September 04, 2008

diddle dum

onto week friggen four of being sick and in pain...it's starting to drag on my nerves. went to the doctor on tues. I was sitting at a meeting and realized i was having serious issues breathing...therefore figured it was time. A couple hours later and $75 i had 2 inhalers.....blech. i'm hopefully getting better. Diagnosis...some kind of asthma/allergy issue. Oh well, at least it's not contagious. Though the steroid inhaler tells me to stay away from areas with sick people b/c of lower bloodcount....um....i work at a daycare...with snotty fluidy kids...haha... So i'm on steroids for the next while haha.

had a fabulous camping trip with the girls. good/well interesting conversations, lots of food, and fun had by all. I posted the pic's on facecult but if you want some i can send them to you as well.
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Saturday, August 02, 2008

i is bad riter

heehee....man alive i am not so hot at the writing. k update time...should have really checked out last things writen...meh.
-finished evil class. classes with the name play should be fun...not crappy...it's a rule.
-i have had my pretty car(bellini) for just over a year now. it's still pretty. still thinks it's a standard. it will be waxed today
-i get holidays finally aug. 18-22-so if anyone is available to travel or wants a visitor.... : )
-i'm looking forward to a super fun camping trip coming up at the end of aug.
-i'm looking for a new job..so if anyone has ideas-i'm open! that is not open to tim hortens, mcd's etc ; )
-i have a craving for the wonderful cheesecake i make...though expensive, it is rather amazing...so i may have to make it
-saw definitely maybe last nite-it was hilarious
mmm...that about sums it up....most of it anyway...for the rest it's more of a person to person conversation.... ; )
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Wednesday, June 04, 2008

hi peeps

realized the other day that i have a blog and thought to myself...self...you should blog....and then i didn't. : ) not sure if anyone actually still visits my little rambles of love or not, but i'm not too worried about it.
what's new u ask? hmmm....still working at the daycare, the same one, i've threatened to quit a few times haha...except i'll be starting a new position at some point this month. It means a more permanent status though i'll be losing my one on one. the child will still be there, and i'll still get to see them which is awesome. both he and his brother call me mom on occasion heehee. i still have a heart for the kids at the centre so i guess i'm stuck there at least for summer.
still going to ebenezer, still playing ball with them too. man we are an amazing team! haha...but really we are. : ) AND yesterday, i hit the ball almost to the fence, which made me uber uber happy after getting walked twice...man i hate walks.
i have this coming monday off for randomness which is kind of fun. not sure what i'm doing yet. mmm...and that pretty much sums it up i guess.
a special shout out to Sally's cousin. : ) she just told me that her cousin reads her friends blogs and although i don't know who it is, it's fun. haha.
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Sunday, April 20, 2008

ESFJ

i redid my myers-briggs test tonite after talking with someone about personalities and such and what they saw in me.(no not who you're all thinking). So i decided to do the test again. Nothing has changed much which is fine, but this time, i found something interesting that went along with it. It kind of explains the personality and characteristics of each, which i found interesting since it got me right on. i won't be offended if you don't read it.
On another note...i think that some friendships come and go...i have read this on other sites and tend to agree. I've been very thankful to the few who still bother to keep in touch with me even with busy lives and the such...the ones that come to mind are caroline and jenn. I really do enjoy your random suppers caro. With life being as insane and stressful as it is at the moment....i think i'm done...done trying too hard to keep in touch with people who are too busy for me. and that's fine, i understand people have lives and are crazy busy without the time to call or leave facebook messages(thanks rie!). but ya. i'm tired and i'm only 27. seriously.


Guardians of birthdays, holidays and celebrations, ESFJs are generous entertainers. They enjoy and joyfully observe traditions and are liberal in giving, especially where custom prescribes.
All else being equal, ESFJs enjoy being in charge. They see problems clearly and delegate easily, work hard and play with zest. ESFJs, as do most SJs, bear strong allegiance to rights of seniority. They willingly provide service (which embodies life's meaning) and expect the same from others.
ESFJs are easily wounded. And when wounded, their emotions will not be contained. They by nature "wear their hearts on their sleeves," often exuding warmth and bonhomie, but not infrequently boiling over with the vexation of their souls. Some ESFJs channel these vibrant emotions into moving dramatic performances on stage and screen.
Strong, contradictory forces consume the ESFJ. Their sense of right and wrong wrestles with an overwhelming rescuing, 'mothering' drive. This sometimes results in swift, immediate action taken upon a transgressor, followed by stern reprimand; ultimately, however, the prodigal is wrested from the gallows of their folly, just as the noose tightens and all hope is lost, by the very executioner!
An ESFJ at odds with self is a remarkable sight. When a decision must be made, especially one involving the risk of conflict (abhorrent to ESFJs), there ensues an in-house wrestling match between the aforementioned black-and-white Values and the Nemesis of Discord. The contender pits self against self, once firmly deciding with the Right, then switching to Prudence to forestall hostilities, countered by unswerving Values, ad exhaustium, winner take all.
As caretakers, ESFJs sense danger all around--germs within, the elements without, unscrupulous malefactors, insidious character flaws. The world is a dangerous place, not to be trusted. Not that the ESFJ is paranoid; 'hyper-vigilant' would be more precise. And thus they serve excellently as protectors, outstanding in fields such as medical care and elementary education.
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Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Blessed

I looked over at my dresser the other day and noticed a pile of event tickets. I realized man oh man, i have gone to a lot of stuff this year. I have been able to go to a lot of things this year that i have never gone to or experienced. Very exciting....and somewhat costly haha. I hit the rodeo, Collective Soul, Beauty and the Beast, Motorsports Spectacular, skiid at Wapiti, went to the Ex, a demo derby, hung out at the beach....hmmm...wow. I also noticed the credit card people up'd my card balance. uh oh. I should really pay that off. Now if only i could win the lottery.
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Monday, February 18, 2008

Caro's H.A. Party Part II

heehee....i figured i should maybe shorten the name for the sake of less embarrassment. : ) Yesterday was an absolutely fantastic day...went to church(figured it would go over-but man) It went over 25 minutes just because monster trucks were at 2 haha. Went to the motorcross...after too many girls argued about where to have a quick lunch. Watched cool bike races and mini mini tractors race and a short demo derby. then i came home...hit a snow bank, and got ready for Caro's dinner party.
A good time by all i suspect. Caro made good food, we had wine, i had malibu, had fun conversations and saw good friends who came back to us briefly. : )
i didn't put any of the baby on here b/c it's too public....but awwwww. heehee
and i've decided i want to motorbike race. ; )





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Sunday, January 13, 2008

where did you begin 2007?
i think at helen's house during the New Years party. : )
what was your status by valentine's day? single and happy
were you in school (anytime this year)? i was working in a school
did you have to go to the hospital? not for me. to see my grandpa and then time at the care home with grandma
did you have any encounters with the police? nope....but just barely
where did you go on vacation? St. Martin....a fantastic wonderful carribbean island. ah. warmness.
what did you purchase that was over $500? 2007 Aveo, laptop, plane tickets....this explains my Visa!
do you know anybody who got married? hmmmm...i don't think i do...though i could be forgetting someone
do you know anybody who passed away? my grandma
did you move anywhere? sure didn't unfortunately
go to any concerts/events? Paul Benjamin(yay!), Beauty and the Beast
what sporting events did you attend? The rodeo(first time ever!), Rough Riders game, and all the ball games i played haha.
describe your birthday: it's in sept. i was sick. i had cake. my sister's boyfriend came over and insulted me....while i was sick...on my birthday.
what has been your favourite moment(s)? sooo many. mostly time with friends laughing, sharing sorrows, and enjoying each others company
any new additions to your family? sort of
what was your best month? Aug.
what music will you remember 2007 by? eee....Umbrealla! haha...ugh. Apologize....someone ruined that one for me....and all the good stuff too.
made new friends? definitely
favourite night out? usually fridays or saturdays : )
how would you rate this year? it was a year. lot of struggles with death, health, stuff
where did you spend most of your time? everywhere
change your hairstyle? not last year but it's definitely different now. : )
how old did you turn this year? 27.
do you have a new year's resolution? nope, made one years ago to never make another...
do anything embarrassing?everyday
buy anything new from eBay? no. bought some books from Chapters though
get married or divorced?both....wait, that wasn't me....
get arrested?ha...no
did you watch american idol?no
did you get sick this year? just my typical pneumonia-that was fun with Christmas
been snowboarding? not since i wrecked my back years ago. i'll stick with skiing
are you happy to see 2007 go?i'm indifferent.
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